Different Directions...
Friday, July 20, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Facebook Hiatus...
The people in my life tend to hold a lot of value to me but it seems such feelings are not being returned. Which has cause me from kind of hiding from social networks or at lease facebook. It may seem sort of childish of me to deactivate my account just to get away from less then a handful of people but its what I feel is needed at this moment in time. See certain people wouldn't give me or my life one thought if they didn't see me post a status or a pic and its not little acquaintance its people i thought I was really close to but maybe it comes with the growing out of people aspect of life. Anyhow I will eventually decide if I should keep or sever these relationships.
Perfect Timing
Words may never equate appreciation just as tears may never show an accurate account for pain. Life has its own way of doing things its own way of viewing dreams till everything is beautiful we cling to people loosing self it may be worth it. Not always and some friendships cause more damage then hate when they only point out loneliness but remember life has its own way of doing things its own way of viewing dreams so in perfect timing life brought him in almost to cushion the blow from everyone fading slow and I am honored to make his acquaintance learn his ways its like a brand new place bringing back a comfort that old friends misplaced...
Monday, June 18, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
June-16
Who Knew the rose that grew from the concrete would blossom and plant so many seeds?
Its so many things time forgets to prepare you for so many unexpected ups and down but to have someone there to listen or even to feel like they understand what you're going though makes it easier. I will never be able to equate the exact effect this mans life had on mine but Lord knows i'm thankful for someone to be able to understand me and never met me.
June 16, 1971-Forever
Its so many things time forgets to prepare you for so many unexpected ups and down but to have someone there to listen or even to feel like they understand what you're going though makes it easier. I will never be able to equate the exact effect this mans life had on mine but Lord knows i'm thankful for someone to be able to understand me and never met me.
June 16, 1971-Forever
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Follow the leader
Lifeless whispers from long ago that never make a sound
Still i find myself stuck in the allusion proving everything and nothing at all
Falling deeper into this fantasy thats really taunting me with all that reach for but cant see
Why have I been so cursed...cursed with forgiveness and trust building pyramids out of lust
Ultimately in quicksand but I find I'm the only one sinking the only one patient and thinking
so am I alone or have I misread or maybe somewhere back there I was mislead
Still i find myself stuck in the allusion proving everything and nothing at all
Falling deeper into this fantasy thats really taunting me with all that reach for but cant see
Why have I been so cursed...cursed with forgiveness and trust building pyramids out of lust
Ultimately in quicksand but I find I'm the only one sinking the only one patient and thinking
so am I alone or have I misread or maybe somewhere back there I was mislead
Monday, June 11, 2012
Saturday, June 9, 2012
For What Its Worth
I’m selfish, envy, relentless, cold
I’m embers burning melted gold formless mold me endless hold
me?
But not too tight.
I’m careless worry, untold stories of retroactive time, lost
memoirs of retrograde minds.
I’m broken patterns chosen to form something better
Indomitable and cleaver.
Strong minded cause I know better.
I’m empty, pitiful, physical and hypercritical
Im aphoristically inclined look ahead and not behind told
these things take time
But who has time?
So for what its worth
im pundit and hurt
lazy and work
I’m lost and I’m gain
I’m proud and ashamed
done things that I
hold blame.
So what is it worth really? If no one else hears me or see’s
me remember I’m only you’re not watching TV. So I’m ungrateful and stingy fallacious
when need be sexual and needy did I say sexual
I meant highly intellectual self-conscious and greedy.
So please don’t fault me.
Do not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions.
Anais Nin
Anais Nin
Anxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.
Anais Nin
Anais Nin
The Theory Theory...
Learning
Living
Changing
Giving
Mistaken
Soul
Breath Taking
Mate
Someone else's
Losing
I'm selfish
Prideful
LET GO....
Just Me...
Falling in love to jump out of reality
Falling into reality to jump out of love
In a world where its just me...
Sitting on clouds never recognizing we've gotten so high
trying to go away without saying goodbye...
Hello was already so bitter sweet
trying to remind them its just me...
...to be continued
Falling into reality to jump out of love
In a world where its just me...
Sitting on clouds never recognizing we've gotten so high
trying to go away without saying goodbye...
Hello was already so bitter sweet
trying to remind them its just me...
...to be continued
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